And fuck me

Fuck them
fuck them all!
And fuck me
for reacting like this
guess I´m the only one surprised
The naive one who couldn´t see this coming
behind the corner
in front of my eyes

And what exactly was my crime?

Parasites turned their backs
when they couldn´t use me to death anymore

What´s your excuse?
Don´t be ridiculous

Fuck me
for being the kind fool I am
They can all go to hell
so they´ll know where I´ve been
last years of my life

They´re really not worth my words
not worth being remembered as they were

I´m so freaking ready to let them go

Not exactly good poetry but I had to get some thoughts out of my head, they were so angry that I couldn´t hold it.