Little distance

Not one of us is as strong
as we imagine each other to be
But it doesn´t matter:
You´re still stronger than me
you promised to guard me even when I´m not right

Stay there, a little distance away
If you come any closer I might fall apart

Stay there a moment
Very little distance away

I can´t take more happiness yet

Pain, mine

Yes, it hurts
like someone is scooping me with a spoon
It´s totally another thing
will I let it show
Silent suffering will make you beautiful, won´t it?

There are times when all this hurts me
But you won´t see it
You´re not meant to
That´s my pain

I´ll keep it by myself

You can´t imagine me screaming from pain
There´s no such pain
that it could get out of out of sight

Our homes

We are coming down
We flew high but
didn´t find anything we left for
So now we´re carrying our ashes back

We are coming down to Earth
We know there´s nothing better
than feel the soil under our feet
Oceans are salty
and they´re still green and blue
We look up the sky and think loud:
"We are home"

We are landing
to place wellknown
No matter how far we went,
ground still remains our homes

Watched Wall-E today.

Dying

You are the cut in me
Open vein on the surface of my skin
My skin, fatten under the knife, can not keep my fluids inside
I´m feeding my dry heart with my blood

I´m dying from shortage and you don´t even notice it

Did I say it once or thousand times
how I need mercy
I don´t remember, I can´t remember
I can´t separate times when I´m awake
and times when I´m not

Gracefully you disappear without remembering my face even for a moment

I´m dying from pain
when you eat what´s still left from my feelings

My fairytale

You know the case
but nothing about the feelings
You can see what I´m doing
but my heart should hide from your gossips

I wouldn´t like to spread this all over

How can you judge me
when you don´t know my motives
Get away from the behind my back
because I won´t care anyway

My story is beautiful now

Stangers aren´t allowed to destroy it