To the woods

She was carried to the woods and left to die
She was taken there, so no one would find her
She was left to the woods to die
so she would be only a corpse ´til the dawn

She stayed there and we staeyd here looking for her

No one speaks with her now
and the secret covers the last moments

Was she carried or did she walk
like animals retire out of sight when they want to die

Castle in the air

The ground gave in
Right here, underneeth my feet
and took me and my childishness with it
and dropped me into dark hole
just to grow up

If you had given me a direction
where I could go with my new, blind eyes

Life and its meaning

I wonder if they never were the same thing

Without a bottom I fall
I rose so up, so high
I felt freedom lifting my wings

I should never dream, it hurts
It hurts so much
that you wouldn´t believe
while you build your castle in the air

This is for you, Bex.

Period.

Don´t bother quiz
Why, how, why on earth
It was those questions which finished me off
They blurred

Others go others stay
Someone just don´t have any space left to breathe
Survivors reach better standard of living
when burdens drop off

Don´t bother turn everything around
There was no letter left anywhere
No, I didn´t forget you or anyone else either
I started to think for myself

I lived for myself long enough to die
I ended, period.

Hallow heart #2

My hallow heart has trouble with surviving
all courage is gone
empty beat is haunting in the rooms and veins
Oh Dear,
my hallow heart might be dying

Adrenaline and fresh blood
in and out, in and out
How long can an illusion last

Open my chest and steal my hallow heart
Time has run out
Future committed suicide

Hallow

My hallow heart has trouble with surviving
It´s kinda broken and
so hallow

jumping alone

in my chest

without arms to reach to you

Fucking idiot

She starts ro raise her voice
What can you do, your voice is quiet
Whenever she listens, she might hear
When she speaks she´s immune

So she yells at you
Telling you whatever she likes
You fall defenceless
Here´s only one queen

Why can´t you speak your mind?
That´s the questiong both keep asking

Fucking idiot,
so she says

Fucking idiot,
so you believe

Home with butterflies

I rush off with butterflies
just to get there before you
to turn lights on and catch you
when you fall inside from the door

You don´t have to come to silent home
(like I do)

I make a bright yellow fire
so you can see far away that I´m here

Butterflies fly so quickly!
If I win them, I´ll be there before you gaze
So you don´t have to see
how homeless it´s around this place
without the most loved person