The past still hurts
if I go back to it and try to read it
Try to understand with new eyes
if there was something hidden
to make it easier to bear
something to explain it all reasonable
The pain comes even when I avoid it
the future has nothing to keep me happy
keep me distracted
My mind is hurt, it won´t believe anymore
can´t hold on to promises
after seeing so many end up broken
My past is haunting
with cold hands it keeps me attached
There´s no secret, at least I can´t find any
It has no reasons
and it doesn´t want to be healed
And no matter how mature I grow,
the past is the same
with nothing new to see
How long can I keep myself sane with all this
This is a nice piece, not your best but it's appealing and very personal. And I recognize myself in it very much. Especially in these lines.
ReplyDelete"The past still hurts
if I go back to it and try to read it
Try to understand with new eyes
if there was something hidden
to make it easier to bare"
and
"It has no reasons
and it doesn´t want to be healed"
That's so me.
yes, true, it´s not that awesome. just had to write it down anyway.
ReplyDeleteI wish it was not.