Apologize

I´m sorry to tell you
how tired I am of this
What this, you´ll ask
your eyes wide almost honest-like
But I think you should know
Is it so hard to be easy

Is it too hard to listen

I´m sorry I have to say it
because even though I know
it can´t be all my fault
my heart won´t let me hurt you
even twhen I know you´ll be fine in a week
You´ll find a new toy within a month
And next year you won´t remember me
or anything like us

I hate to name it first
to put an end to this all
What this, you still pretend you don´t know
I´m not willing to find out if you´re lying or not

The thought of you leaving
marking me as part of your history
is not pleasant
because I can´t do the same
but I still have to apologize