Loser

Always, again and again
The second best
The one that failed
When I didn't even know it was a competition
Not to mention I should give it my best shot
Give everything away
Give up all my strength in a never ending battle
Of attention, love
Of who is cared about and
Who is taken care of

Again, once more
The starting signal is shot and you have get back on your feet again
But I can't hear, can't see the flags flying
And my supporters don't make a sound

I had no idea I was a part of this war

I thought I deserved something even on my own

Over again, repeatedly
I fall down to my knees as a loser
And again I don't know all the things I lost
When I couldn't run faster, wasn't better than this