And it´s like killing you

And it´s like killing you
So slowly and smoothly
You´re too unselfhish to say it out loud
But it feels bad day after day:
That´s not how you believe

The worst is yet to come

And it´s like eating you
you´re still holding your outside together
while collapsing inside
Why didn´t I hear the crush
I´m sure there´s no reason for you
to come out of the bed every day

How I wish you could only cry
Speak out what´s making you drown
How I wish I could be your soulmate,
but I´m made to talk

It´s about compromising
but you´re only listening
when you should talk too