I do not no longer understand a thing
I love you with my all, fragile soul
Now you tell me, that you wouldn´t grief
even if you didn´t see me ever again
Did I live in a lie
I built myself
with my too naive eyes
Or did I believe in goodness
that never was for me
I guess I wanted too much
to become attached
even if it was you,
who never needed me anyway
This is sad, and so, much, me :/ I feel tears in my eyes reading it. And you didn't live in a lie, you only made the mistake to hope; and is that really a mistake? What would we be without hope? We might as well go kill ourselves straight away if we didn't want to believe in things. You have a will to do so, and that in my eyes is strength.
ReplyDeletethis one is pretty unique piece, because it came from my heart and life at that moment. I was having a childish fight with my friend and I was pretty sure that she really hated me. luckily things were never like that. it was just my crazy imagination doing it´s job.
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