Dreaming...

Stifle to your dreams
Split in them
Let them grow inside you
Untill they push against your skin
Aspire to the surface
From to deepness from the soul

Choke to your dreams
Ripen them
Let them penetrate your heart
And drive it mad

Give them power
Make them go faster and faster
Untill you can´t handle them
And you lose control

Let them come through your peel
Let them intertwine and
Attach to your back
Make your wings from your dreams
And tears you cried when you made them true
And fly!

Words...

How I could say this beautifully
That I don´t want you anymore
I don´t want, I don´t want
I don´t need, I don´t miss you
I´d like to tell this
Another way
But I guess there´s no words
Which could make this prettier

I could explain something
But I know you can see behind phrases
There´s nothing more than emptyness now
I can´t say this discretely
I don´t love you
I don´t love you
I don´t want you to my bed
I don´t want you next to me
I want my key back, now

Dying

If you put your hand to my heart
You feel how fast it beats
Like it´s trying to knock
Every hit it was meant for to beat
But now there´s not a lifetime for that
There´s only this moment

I feel
It doesn´t live much longer
It will stop
I know, I´ll survive
But I´m like a heartless candle
Deserted lighthouse
Titanic in the bottom of the sea
Sad and forgotten

Dying used to be called "Alive??" but now it feels wrong. so Dying.

True or False

Like the sun drinks dew,
Like it could kill its desire,
I speak loud
To cheat myself to believe in
All the false around
Embracing me

I´ll cut a long, long forelock
To shade my eyes
I can´t see that
My sense is warning
I´ll share the same destiny with St. Peter
If I realize I´m walking on nothing

Isolated

Why isn´t anyone only here
Just for me
With me
If you don´t dare touch me
I´ll be left into my legume
I´m not made of glass
I´m not made of spiderweb
You can love me, no worry

I thought I should put my old pieces here first so that´s why I haven´t written anything new here or anywhere to be seen. Slowly but surely there´s coming new...

On Surface

Keep each other on the surface
Under it is so dark
Don´t think how deep it is
We have to help each other
Hold on a moment and scream
Maybe someone hears us
And sets on fire lighthouse
Maybe we can survive
Don´t let me sink...

Bad Movie

I´m stuck in this nightmare
I look my life from the outside
Like I´m sitting in a movie
Which I don´t like at all

I wanna break this glass bowl
It doesn´t let the wind wipe my face
I wanna live my life like that
I don´t have to look back and wonder why
I wasted my time

Credulous

When spring comes
You rarely think about fall
But it comes, anyway

How could devil lost its antlers?
Angel is a easy catch
Easy to bring down

I wish my eyes wouldn´t bee so blue
Maybe now, at last
When I look at the mirror
I can see them
Turned into black

I´m alone in this world

Lonely streets fill up with people
But to me those streets
Are still empty
This city has changed
The magic is gone

Spirit of this place has died
And my apartment,
Which I once called "home",
Isn´t a place I can live in
Cause my home is where my heart is

These streats became strange to me
I´m lost in here

Everything is washed white
Blew far away
Except sorrow from my soul

Rain washes clours off me
And my red blood turns concrete-grey

Dialog

-You don´t notice me
You don´t notice how I love you
You just push me away
And feel nothing

-You´re always away
With others
When you´re here I´m just sad
Why aren´t you just for me?

-Don´t you bind me
I don´t want a baby, I want you
Give me space to breath
Otherwise I´ll forget and lose myself

-Oh yes, your needs
Forgive me my weekness
I´ll do me best to heal
To became good enough

-You are not worse
Let me to hold you
I make you strong

-I promise I won´t cry
And I´ll leave my past
I´m glad you accept me

Sick couple, eh?

The Last Enemy

The last enemy
Death
Waits everyone in the end of the path
When, where
If I could decide it...

Someones go straight forward
Others escape
Still, it chatches all

Whole life
We spend waiting for it
Thinking about it
But still we can´t get anywhere:
Only death is sure

Death
We can´t live without it
The biggest myth, after love of course

The Fall

Wind shreds leaves from trees
And all it leaves is bare branches
The same happened to your lies
Hearty turned into dying

I stand on rotting apples
Repulsive odour sticks to my clothes
Your breath smells just like this
Your toung is rotten because of your stories

Cold rain shakes me into this world
To the truth
Summer of your lies was beautiful to look at, yes
But when October arrives
I can´t remember anymore
Why I believed that
July could last forever?

Unknown

Would anyone notice
If some day I disappear
Like words which fade away
Just before saying them
And the only thing you have to say
Is emptyness

If I would disappear
Would anyone miss me, look for me?
Missing person
And only thing that is left is
Threads of memories, as sheer as draught
Would anyone save them?

Human thinks, he´s priceless
But in the end
When no one remembers
Nobody is invaluable

A comet and the sun

I flow too fast
You can´t reach me

I´m like a comet
And you are the sun I circle
Maybe I´m beautiful to look at
And stick out like a sore thumb
Until I draw away
Still I know
That when I die down
And fall apart to dust into the space,
You will keep shining

Wonder

Water is warm somewhere, I think
I wish I could get away from here
At least to heaven
You play your guitar
And you´re happy
I look at the stars
And freeze in the past,
I´ll become an angel

Short and maybe a bitter piece...

Bridges(and snowstroms, uh)

Here was a snowstorm last Tuesday. And internet "died" so I couldn´t post here or anywhere. Now it´s working again :)

Bridges

Behind me burning bridges
I feel the heat of the flames on my skin
Some are burning like hell
Someones don´t want to disappear
But it´s ok
I have time to wait
Time to make sure they´re totally gone

They will leave ravines behind
Torn wounds between humans

Sparks float in the air
They´re so jeering
I just smile
I´m free
I´m like a kite flying away

Legohuman and others

Legohuman

I´m chipping myself to parts
For someone, who can collect me right
I can´t remember anymore

I´m Legohuman
They have dismantled me too many times
And then built me wrong
Pieces have changed their places
Original order
Is forgotten

And some important things
Are missing
Borrowed ones don´t fit

If someone could remember
How I was built
If someone would know
Where the missing parts are lying
I´d love him...


Dead

You´re so colourless
So cold
And getting colder
I can´t touch you, my fingers would freeze

Sorrow comes like a wave
Threatening to drown
Sunlight on your face
It makes it look like you´re alive
My hands are shaking

You were so loving
Custodial
Now more than ever
I´d need your arms around me

Salty bitter tear
On your cheek
Reflects colours of spectrum
But it´s not yours
you wont cry anymore

I hope I wont forget your voice


Tattoo in my soul

It has been tattooed into my soul:
Limitless hunger
Hunger for something I can´t get
And I can´t kill it

It has been tattooed into my soul:
Endless yearning
I miss to be close to someone
I miss to be loved

It has been tattooed into my soul:
Desolation because of loneliness
It has been tattooed into my soul:
Scars of my wings, knifed in birth

Just to say hello

So I started a blog here, just to publish my poems. Hopefully I get readers and hopefully someone likes my pieces :D Here it goes:

Screams

Listening to your cries for help
Makes me feel like I´m drowning
Drowning in to the shallow water

See your smile
Feel emptyness behind it
I wanna give away this secret
But I´ve promised, so I shut up

When I´m alone
I´m still listening to you
Unless
I´m listening to replications of my own thoughts?