A silent person (#2)

I´ve been keeping secrets
So long time
Now every word remains unsaid
I didn´t know that things can grow inside of me
I caught myself holding my breath
Because my lips started to leak

I´m not silent person
And never was
Before you made me feel that way

I feel like throwing up
I try to catch some air and
shout for the very first time
Why do you seem like running away

It´s like I was blind and sick
and now been healed

I´m not silent person
And never was
Before you made me so

I´m so loud and violent
I will make you suffer
`Cos finally gates are open
for my feet to run far away

I´m not a silent person
And never was
Before you made me see myself that way

I just wanted to make this piece sound better and more alike a song.